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Those night’s where you are just sad and hurt…

        Yeah they suck. No amount of i’m sorry is going to help how I feel because I’m sorry is only words. I hate when there are no actions to follow up the words being said and I hate that I can’t shake this feeling of sadness permanantly. Yeah I can push it away for a while but it seems to find its way back. Why isn’t he helping me instead or hurting me? I can’t answer that question but I wish I could. How can somebody I love so much, somebody that I have never hurt, hurt me so much. I can’t understand it…..I can’t move on from it right now either because I am in a curl up in a ball in the pitch black with no human interaction kind of mood where it’s just me and every sad thought I have had in the past few weeks and just cry until my heart doesn’t hurt anymore kind of mood. 

- Sorry this is so depressing, It’s rare for me. But it’s how I feel….and the person who usually makes me feel better is the one who is hurting me right now. I am at a loss and don’t know where to turn.



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